I think the drain of the schedule of doctor's appointments, preparation for my autistic daughter's disability examination and deadline's of orders have created a sense of darkness over me. It is at the point where I stopped reading my recent book, Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol.
It is too much darkness for me at the moment.
I have called to my spirit guides in my meditations to ask for messages to come to me to help. So now I'm keeping to my embroidery and not even serious embroidery at that.